Initially, I whine. I say that I'll be lonely. He and I hang out all the time and many days he's the only person that I talk to, so when he's gone I can go the entire day without talking to anyone. But after a day or so, I start getting used to it.
Then, the inner OCD geek comes out.
I kind of like...OK...I really like being in control of my schedule, meals, and of course the television. I should not admit this, but I even plan out all my meals (normal) and at least one household chore (not as normal) every day. I print off a schedule - which is actually supposed to be a meal planner - and I change the column of "snacks" to "chores." I really enjoy doing it and I follow it every time.
I know. I'm not right. |
While I do get excited about it like the nerd that I am, I am also fully aware that my days are playing out like a scene (below) from the movie 40 Year Old Virgin.
Seriously. If I had little figurines to paint like Andy (Steve Carell) did in the movie, I probably would. Instead, I do one or all of the following: play Wii, sing karaoke or do sudoku puzzles.
It makes me wonder what I would be like if I were still single. While I would love to think I'd be sipping a glass of wine in a bubble bath every night, I'm pretty sure I'd just be curled up with some puzzles and a dog and maybe some Glee. And frankly, that wouldn't be so bad.
oh Stela, we all have our inner-geek time fillers! Have you seen my scrapbooks?! When do you think I do all that? on those quiet weekends when no one is around to witness how nerdy I am ;)
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